Still Looking

I am still looking. It is very boring, to say the least, to look for something and you don't even know what type, make, model? They ask you these questions and the only thing you are really interested in is, the mileage on the vehicle now, year, and how much. Instead you have to tell them what you want before you even know what you want!

I decided to let the car go to a donation site that will pick up the car and use the medal for disadvantage children. A donation receipt will be sent to me. I still have to clean out my car and take my tags off of it. I dread that. That is a finality that I don't really want to face. I certainly don't want to face the debt this will mean, another 5 years. I hate it already.

We'll see what tomorrow brings. May my eyes be opened and I see the path Christ lays before me!

Loss of a friend

We spent 8 years together. I loved you and I was so pleased that you were mine. There were times when I drove you beyond belief and you never gave me any trouble. But I could tell that you were getting tired and even though you never complained, I should have seen that you were not going to make it. It hurts to know that you will not be here anymore and I am sad that you are moving on without me. You carried me through some of my toughest years and I am so thankful that out of everything, you were truly mine.

I will miss you my valiant green galante! Thank you for 8 years of such loyal service!

There's a growth on my leg!!

I'm never aware of it away from home, but it could be because my mind is on different things and once I am home my mind wonders and I can see and feel it again. Sometimes it's there and other times I can barely move my legs. It's weird too because if I don't watch it, it could cause me to trip. I have felt the mass travel to my back and it is incredible hard for me to move over in bed. I find it is something I will have to live with since I caused the situation in the first place. If I hadn't gone into St. John's I would not have been exposed to it, but there you have it. I never listen and I went anyway and I now have this growth.

I love you Smokey!!! It would be nice though if you would give me a few inches to walk down the hall!!

LOL

Once again

So, once again I try this blogging thing. It isn't that I dislike it, it's that I can't find enough things to say and then I wonder who in the world would really care what I say anyway? You have to be careful because if it is on the net, it is always out there.

So there you have it. It's started and let's see if I stick to it this time.